Stress

Its been too long since I have posted. I know my readers dont mind because well, there probably are not any. College has been a really new experience, and with it has come a lot of unwanted stress. I recently got to take a weekend trip to Lake Travis and I cannot begin to tell how much that helped. But the amount of homework and studying that goes into passing classes is on an entirely new level than highschool. I never had to study in highschool because I was smart enough to get by with B's and the occasional A without doing more than 30 minutes of studying a night. But these college classes take so much of my time.

I have really been pondering over the last week what it would be like to be in Iceland or New Zealand right now, or any place with mountains, rivers, or lakes. The lack of emotion and motivation in the landscape here in College Station really does a tole on a person like I who longs for landscape and beauty to photograph. I am so jealous of the people who look out their front window to see green pastures and trees, high mountains with snow-capped peaks, and crystal rivers and streams that are perfect for sitting and laying next to all day.

I have no idea what to do with my life.